Maybe I know you already, or maybe not. Maybe we saw each other at a random place, but we never met. I want you to know, that wherever you are, I am always thinking of you. What you probably look like, how we'll look in each other's eyes whenever we say those 3 magic words, how you'll knock me off my feet, how we'll face other people and be proud of each other, how you'll make me cry with just the simple things that you do, how I'll introduce you to my parents, how we'll laugh over random things, maybe this, or maybe I am just expecting too much. But whatever you are, whatever you do, no matter how you look like, no matter how badly we'll fight, Please know that I love you so much. While writing this, I promised myself that I will never put myself in a relationship that I'm not sure of. So when the time comes that I'll show this blog to you, It only means one thing. I AM SURE OF YOU. I can be very moody and just like the other girls, pickle-minded. But please know that in this world of doubts, you are one of the things I am very sure of.
I am a jealous person, but as long as you are reasonable, I will believe you. I may overreact at times, but it will always be because I love you so much and I am afraid to lose you.
While waiting for you, I've been listening to lots of love songs already.. and when I finally met you, I promise I'll let you listen to all those songs too.
This one's one of those songs.
I can be mushy at times, please bear with it. Though sometimes, I'll make you feel that you're not appreciated, but believe me, even by the smallest things that you do for me, I melt. Just your existence in my everyday life is already appreciated.
People see me as a very strong person, but love is my weakness. Therefore, you are my weakness. I may be annoying at times, I am sorry for that. It will always be because I want to be with you. everyday of forever.
I've been through several relationships already and I guarantee you that none of them was playtime. I was played, yes. My heart has been broken and torn several times already but I never thought of giving up on the feeling of being in love. Because I believe that YOU exist. That you will come and make me whole, because you are my other half, and that one day in my life, I'll find someone who'll love me for me and not for what I can give and what I can be. I'm 20, and I certainly believe that I know myself. Moreover, I know how stupid I can be when in comes to love. Please don't take advantage of it. I promise I'll be faithful. I have lots of guy friends, don't be jealous. Always remember, that the day I committed myself in to our relationship, YOU ARE ABOVE THEM.
Every day I wake up with a smile on my face because I know I am one day closer into knowing you. I can't explain how excited I am, I don't care how hopeless romantic that sounds. God might be busy writing the perfect love story for us that's why we haven't met yet. Right now, i'm telling everyone this, Dear future boyfriend, I intend to hold you and love you just to make you stay forever.
QUOTE: "it's a full moon here tonight which makes me think of you, because I know no matter what I'm doing no matter where I am, this moon will always be the same size as yours, half a world away."
(From Dear John)
I will never get tired of waiting for you, love. See you soon?
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